||[Aug. 4th, 2004|01:52 am]
its about 2 in the morning, i felt the need to write. while im so tired, im not ready to sleep, my head is heavy but my eyes arent. i had a fun evening. Casey, Erica, Sarah and I went to get our eye brows waxed. it was a very interesting experience. joanna and wes and adam came alone also. we went to this place in the mall, yes, the "mall". |
sidenote: i feel like this summer is coming to a close very quickly and i still have a lot i need to do before i leave for school
So my eye brows, are waxed. im not sure how i feel about them yet, i was flipping out at the time but it really didnt hurt as much as i thought i would. i also got 4 pairs of jeans which i really needed, (why is it a "pair" of jeans, the idea of the 2 legs?)
then we all wondered around, and went to the olive garden to eat. it was a lot of fun although it seemed like for the money i paid to have pasta and meatsauce, which i could have had at home for free, icould have used the money at japonica or something where i could get a real treat.
dumb moments tonight:
me looking at the menu at the olive garden: i wish more of it would be in english
me before the waxing: i think i need some nicoteen
Sarah: you mean novacane??
Casey: I feel like this is a right of way, i mean a forward passage, i mean a ....
sarah: you mean a right of passage?
good night, we got back and everyone had a midnight swim in the pool. it was fun watching, although as i was watching i was thinking to myself a lot about who i am now and who im going to be next year.
im always the watcher, and not the doer, did i miss out on a lot of fun tonight because i didnt get into the pool, if i had not taken that step... would i miss more oppertouintys?
im excited to bring casey into the city.
i miss my adam and i miss my miriam and i miss my alison. a lot.
a while ago, joanna was talking about the people she needed in the world or something to that effect, i was thinking about it tonight, who i acutally need, and who are people who are just nice to have around. how my need group as changed over the years to my just nice to have around group and visa versa. how my groups change everyday, and how there are so many people who are borderline the two groups. what makes a person a need, apose to a want? does it matter how often you see that person, or the immediate feeling you get when your around them. i was trying to think about whos in my need group at the beginning of the year, of the summer, now, and how its changed. when thinking of people certain people came to mind and then others were borderline, but my need group wouldnt be complete without them, does a need require them always? or just when you need them? very drafty, my need group at the moment,the hour, and the day, is roe, miriam, alison klurfeld, chloe, seidman, joanna, and many more people? as i mentally scroll down my phone book, im putting them into categories, but not. but then there are the people who make you feel so good when your around them, and yoru so happy, like sarah sherman- she has such a power to make you seem like your the most amazing person in the world.
i duno where this was going, just sometyhing on my mind.
im getting tired. writing was nice. i hope today is better, today with our kids was just hell, but im running the car wash tomorrow so it should be interesting.