||[Oct. 14th, 2006|09:35 pm]
Why does it feel like i keep doing things wrong. |
i lost courtney as a friend which kills me a little because she just means so much to me. i know we had problems. i just want to hook up with thea more
i thought you liked it when i said dont make bad decisions. it feels as though i just lost you a little. it really hurts.
it scares me when i see her bad angry side. when she curses or is harsh with me. im not use to it and it catches me off guard.
why is it that im so weak and cant handle when i catch things off guard?